Weilin

2011-11-11T01:09:00.001+08:00

I'll be back for more! xoxo

2011-05-11T22:52:00.004+08:00

Finally have the time to update this space. Currently working a full time job in a bank and now I know how ignorant I was. I always thought the aunty sitting at the counter serving us was having a pretty slack job, all they have to do was just to key some numbers into the system but NO! Till now then I realise, there's so much work and effort behind it. Working on a 11-9, sunday banking basis is draining me out. There's even lesser time for family, boyfriend and friends. Luckily I have a understanding boyfriend who hates my job but will wait patiently outside for me to knock off just to have dinner together :)

I know that since sissy is currently overseas, I have all the responsibilities to take care of the family, putting in more time and effort to accompany my parents. I dare not say that I've put in my best but I tried. I always make the effort to stay home on either Sat or Sun to fetch my Mom from work and eat dinner together, making it a compulsory family routine but it's not enough. Recently, Mom is constantly comparing herself with Jb and I really don't know why. I'm angry because I know that's not the truth. She likes to compare, she NEVER fail to compare but I just hope that one day, I'm able to prove to her that my r/s isn't what she thinks and she can accept Jb wholeheartedly. Nevertheless, I love my family and I know they love me too.

2011-03-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

"I failed in some subjects in exam, but my friend passed in all. Now he is an engineer in Microsoft and I am the owner of Microsoft" - Gates.

So, I have successfully graduated from Temasek Polytechnic as a Leisure resort management student and I'm currently on holiday and waiting to embrace a whole new life which I don't really look forward to. I got a bank job which offers a not bad pay but I don't see myself in there. I need to path a nicer road for myself because I don't want to be just another individual who slog their life off for money, it should be the other way round isn't it? Money should work for me instead, but it's still far-fetched :(

Put that future thing aside, I attended the LRM prom at Marriot hotel and well, it's alright but the after prom party was awesome. Too bad butter closes at 3am which was wayyyyyyy to early!! We literally pawned the dancefloor hahahaha. I am proud to be a lrm-er and till now, I never regret choosing that course because I think we've the closest bond within the whole cohort. I will miss my cohort people!! esp my clique but I know that even this phase of my life ends, I will have my twinny evil cynthia with me forever hahaha. I'll prolly feel weird if I don't see her for 2weeks? Maybe I will breakdown and cry LOL bad joke.........

Anyway, another 2 more days before I leave for Melbourne for a short getaway and I can't wait for it! Can really tell my babykinz misses me a lot cause he always look so sad and ask "Can you not go?" hahaha. I always believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder. Kind of regretted choosing the flight date on 27th 'cus it's our 5th month .... if not we could have a nice dinner and not rushing to the airport for 8pm flight. Oh well, but it fits sissy timing so, guess it is better this way!

2011-03-02T23:19:00.005+08:00

Glad to say, I think that I'd put in quite a big effort this semester and all my grades and exam papers are looking good (except Club management which I took today, really a nasty one) Really pray hard that I do not have to take supplementary paper so I can go over to Melbourne by the end of March.

So, it has been weeks since my Sissy left for Melbourne to study and my room became super conducive for me to study for my exams. She seems to be coping well, just some financial issues. Hmm, I wonder if I can help in any aspect but guess she's learning to be independent enough to think about her future. Oh my god, I speak like an older sister haha but yea, I'm really glad that she made it and her dream came true. I shall be the supporting facilities, camping in SG.

March is gonna be a busy week for me, with the exams occupying the first week, IT fair for the second week, Bintan trip (not confirm yet) and Yuka's farewell on the third week and lastly, going over to Mel for the last week. I'm really upset that my boyfriend couldn't make it cus of his school period, it will be wonderful if we can make it there together, oh well there's always another opportunity.

I like my schedule packed 'cus it makes me feel that I am needed and I am actually doing something? But now that I have a boyfriend, I have a responsibility to be there for him you see. So I guess I have to try my best to keep him company as promised and hopefully crossing out the list like fishing every Sunday, go Pular Ubin and explore the whole place again and have a nice dinner. But for now, studies is the priority! Hence, I shall do notes for destination management now so that I could go over to his crib to have lunch with him and his family.

Anyway, I went to see a dermatology today with my twinny Cynthia and I spend a total of $289 omg. But subsequently I THINK that I only need to buy the medicine which cost me $180!! After weighing the cost and benefits, nbcb I already went to a $1000 facial which did nothing positive to my face! And this medicine will ETERNALLY stop my acne/pimple so yea, both of us reckon that it's the best deal. I need to work to support my face and exercise to support my weight, omg I freaking put on 4kg after I got together with Junbin. Yea, it's the love that makes me fat but I don't need it to be so visible! :( So yea, will do exercise at least a week and watch my diet. Easier to be said than done, yea yea I know but ...... don't trash my hope can? Haha.

Just a little random thought. I know humans are contradicting or I can say I am rather contradicting. I think that I am already sacrificing part of my social life for my boyfriend and why can't he just see from my point of view. But when I stand in his shoes, I realised that he always make himself free and ever ready for me and will only make plans with his friends after we decided either we're not meeting or I have something on. Why can't I do that for him, am I doing double standard issue over here? Just wondering.

I've been into making cards recently (because I have to do one every month) haha and I really hope that when I have the time, I can make for my friends. Cute right! Hahaha. I am actually looking forward to every month so I can do a card for him. I mailed it to him 'cus I didn't get to see him for the whole exam week, not too bad to be my boyfriend isn't it hahaha. Alright, back to books!

2011-02-01T01:22:00.004+08:00

Proofs that proof my boyfriend love to act cute. Hahahaha

On a side note, I have zero CNY mood this year. Could it be that as we grow older, the anticipation for CNY grow lesser? Or the issue is me?

2011-01-26T02:17:00.000+08:00

Confession time. I feel that I've been neglected my family and friends. Hope that I can try to get the bond back through CNY. I'm pretty excited to go on a shopping trip with sissy this Friday. This might be the last shopping with her 'cus she's going Aussie soon, god I'm going to miss someone at home to irritate me. Yea, I'm pretty sick but you know that's what attractive bout me ;)

I'm amazed that I haven't got a D for this sem and hopefully I won't get ANY! So far so good, hope to maintain this. Finally all the projs are UNOFFICIALLY over, time to drown in lecture notes and squeeze some brain juice. Final lap! I may suck in 2.4km, I hope I won't suck in this too (ok bad joke)

So, had a serious quarrel with my beloved boyf but we are all good now. Tyvm u don't need to know so much, we are good than ever. I believe that at the end of the day, as long as we don't give up on each other, we have all it takes to overcome what life has for us. Anw, he officially started schooling and well, after being out of this field for 2 years, it gets pretty hard for him to adapt but I hope he knows that I will always be there to guide him and teach him patiently, not that I'm fucking smart genius but I'll try. Hopes he gets more independent in time to come.

Time for me in TP is ending soon, should do up a list of what to do after graduation. Chances of me completing it is rather slim but hey, no harm doing it. Why not right? Xx.

2011-01-18T21:19:00.001+08:00

In the midst of this journey, I lost the charm, I lost the confidence and I lost the attitude. I'm wearing those back now.

2011-01-17T23:49:00.001+08:00

Paranoid. Insecure. Period

2011-01-16T14:28:00.000+08:00

I trust you but that doesn't mean jealousy won't exist anymore..

2011-01-12T17:58:00.004+08:00

I was so glad to know that I did quite well for my gaming exam and individual report. I was so eager to find out the rest of my exam results cause I wanna prove to my Mom that she was wrong about me. I am capable of handling my relationship and studies at the same time. That kind of satisfaction was beyond words, really.

Now that Joseh got himself a job at NEX, I was in a state of dilemma. On one hand, I have more time for myself. I'm able to indulge in my fav taiwan variety show, do some exercise, more time to meet my friends but on the other hand, I felt weird and insecure that I have to share his attention with something else. Hmm for instance, texting. Okay, the feeling is just irony and unexplainable and I'm just a weird freak, enough said, period. But I can/will get used to it :)

Exactly a month and 6 days before my school ends and hopefully by March, I will be a fresh TP graduate. Being an air-stewardess is always my dream but my confidence in getting in is really low but oh well no harm giving it a try. When I graduate, the first thing I'll do is to get my license and pick up a new language. First 2 priority in my list after I graduate (Y)

XOXO

2011-01-03T00:33:00.004+08:00

We wrestle like we're enemies, we cook like we're chef, we joke like best friends, we quarrel like bitches, we act like whores, we lick each other face like dogs, we flirt like lovers and we are only 2 months old but I feel like I know this guy for a year or so. I still find it hard to balance everything but it's getting better. It can only be better.

B surprised me and my mom with a birthday cake at 12am. Guess that bitch won my Mom's heart over with this hand drawn cake which he spend 1 and a half hour doing. Thanks baby, although I don't know whether you will be reading this or not but thanks, thanks for the card you made for me, the surprise cake, the thought, helping me to do housework, waiting and do nothing while I am trying to finish my endless project, joining my friends and I for christmas and new year when you could be enjoying happily with your co. I was happy to hear from your Mom that for the very first time, you did so much for a girl and I am proud to be the one.

So, we spend our Saturday, the first day of new year 2011 catching prawns at east coast park. I am so sorry guyz that I went home halfway through the new year celebration and didn't managed to countdown with y'all like always. I don't know why, I don't want to spend my day settling down at some club or pub, drinking my night away plus my tummy wasn't feeling that well. Personally, I think that a new year is not a new beginning, it is just a new year with a different digit. Nevertheless, I still hope that it will be a good year ahead for me and my love ones. Cheers! xoxo.

2010-12-28T22:02:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I really hate my Mom.

2010-12-16T14:46:00.001+08:00

This phase of my life is to find a balance between friends, lover and family.

X

2010-12-13T01:44:00.001+08:00

Fucking mess, I'm turning into a fucking insecure, sensitive, egoistic piece of mess. Yea, feeling sucks. Seriously, what got into me recently.

Life as we know it

2010-11-28T10:57:00.003+08:00

I always mention that I am satisfied with what I have, friends and family that it was unneccessary to add someone else in my life. I do date but it never really got me interested and judging from the rate of my depleting interest in them, it always makes me feel that I could have been doing more enjoyable things and having more fun with my co. Until this guy came around and things got pretty interesting. He was unusually entertaining and always managed to catch my attention. At a point of time, when me is being me, I felt suffocated being tied down by someone and I did all kind of mean ways just to drop the hint that I'm totally not into r/s and you. But when you pushes someone away and he just keep coming back for more, that shows how important you are to someone. Just one incident makes me feel super guilty towards him but why should I? Later did I know, I didn't want to lose someone like this. From the start, my guts feeling tell me not to give up so I decided to try it out and I am thankful for that. Everybody asked me why the sudden change, what do I see in this dude? I don't know, I just saw what you guys couldn't see and I fell in love, first time in my 19years of life.

I know you are a bad ass in the past but look at you now, a total changed man that is understanding and caring. Although at times you may be rather a pain in the ass but I still love you 'cus you never gave up when I was a being a total dick that I can literally put a condom over me, ok bad joke. But the point is, we've been through quite a lot even though we're only been together for a month. For a honeymoon period, it was quite a rough patch but hey, we have overcome it if not, we'll still work on it. We may be still finding the size of my shoe in this r/s but as long as we are determine to find the right size for the both of us, you and me, will be able to walk smoothly in the future path. All I want you to do is don't give up, don't give up on us.

So we know each other for 6 months now and I never thought I'll be doing a monthly thing for anybody. Yesterday was our 1st month and I wrote a letter to you. It was just another usual day but waking up next to you, watching you tangled up in my quilt and how you greet me good morning with a morning kiss, it's already a gift.

xoxo,
Love ya babykinz!

2010-10-11T16:33:00.002+08:00

Hello there,

I'm here to say I'm happy and blessed now.

xoxo
Lin.

2010-09-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

The reason why I never update my blog as often as before is that I realised I'm getting weak in expressing myself. I have lots of updates and events but I just choose not to, but rather keep it somewhere in the corner of my heart..

2010-09-12T01:18:00.002+08:00

What matter the most was that when I tried to push you out of my life, you stay.

2010-08-05T02:04:00.000+08:00

To myself and anyone who’s constantly feeling vulnerable: you need to have a little faith, not everyone you love is going to leave you.

2010-07-23T10:30:00.003+08:00

It is always a pain in the ass to say no.

2010-07-16T23:38:00.001+08:00

I came across this and I think it's hilarious and kinda true haha. 10 reasons why most of my friends are guys.

1. They don’t carry around as much drama, & if they do, it’s normally at a minimum. Plus, they tend to want to stay out & away from it anyway.
2. You can talk to them about almost anything & you can trust them with more personal things, & best believe they judge a LOT less harshly than girls tend to do about other girls.
3. They tend to listen a little better when you vent. Sometimes, they even give you a little better advice, because they see things from a guys point of view, not the point of view from “the bestfriend of the victim.”
4. They really do know the sweetest ways to cheer a girl up & make her smile, especially if they’re a bestfriend/brother type figure.
5. They won’t bother sharing your secrets with other girls, because they know it’s your personal business & they’d rather not get in the middle of it anyway.
6. They’ll be completely honest, & they’ll love & protect you like a little sister. & if some jerk ever decides to play you or break your heart, they won’t just tell you “He’s a dick, forget about him.” Best believe they’ll kick his freakin’ ass to back it up.
7. If you & some other girl are having an argument, even if you hate each other; he won’t take sides. He’ll still treat you both equally, despite what he’s heard.
8. They’re always down to just kick it, & they have the most interesting stories about relationships & embarrassing moments. Trust. (x Not to mention: Boy’s point of view = great relationship advice.
9. They won’t over-analyze what you say & turn it into some ridiculously bitchy-sounding comment when that’s not what it was supposed to be to begin with.
10. They can take a freaking joke.

True?

2010-07-06T18:29:00.008+08:00

It's been such a long time since I last update this pathetic little space of mine. I have been enduring and dreading every day of my life since March and now the god damn day is finally reaching! 19 more days to end of internship, it calls for celebration yo! hehehehe. Even though my work schedule is kinda tight but I still managed to take a short vacation to Krabi. Not fantastic but still awesome cause afterall, IT'S STILL A MUTHAFKING GETAWAY ^^

2010-06-19T16:00:00.003+08:00

Everybody says I grew taller, I think I grew taller too. I'm becoming a giant >:(

2010-06-12T01:24:00.002+08:00

You miss me and I miss you.

2010-06-07T18:09:00.003+08:00

If you wear your heart on your sleeve, don't be surprised when it gets dirty.

2010-06-06T03:34:00.001+08:00

What a shame, trust is something that's hard to give and take.

2010-05-31T17:04:00.004+08:00

A perfect spot for me to get a tattoo, 21st birthday?

2010-05-25T21:57:00.003+08:00

Hit Zouk with classmates last month and it was pretty fun but like I said, when Cynthia is around, I'm always the Nanny taking care of her. So bee, if you are reading this and you feel the need to repay my kindness, I don't mind Sakae treat from you HAHAHAHA! Am looking forward to another drinking session with classmates since Shawn says he can drink better than me, hmmmz HAHAHA. Shawn, I know you're reading this, lai play nia ^^

So, it was the time of the month to head back to school for useless internship briefing and on a lighter note, it means TP clique outing again ^^ Oh my, miss those bastards and bitches! Had dinner at our usual, Timbre and perhaps it's time for them to up their service haha .!. I can't believe we laughed at the stupidest thing together like competing who can spit popcorn seed the furthest, infront of the entrance of Wheelock?!?!?!?!

Thanks to Xiaoqi, both Cyn and I managed to work for YOG and the pay (Y) I loikeeee! Was literally feasting on Macs and Old Chang Kee. I can't wait to work road show and IT fair with Cyn, HOR?!?! HAHAHAAHA. Come come come, I smell $$$$.

2010-05-25T21:33:00.001+08:00

I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life are taken away from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away and that it's hard when you miss people. But if we have someone that we miss, that means we’re lucky. It means that we had someone special in your life, someone worth missing. Oh well, I don't even.

2010-05-24T00:05:00.003+08:00

Time of the month to reflect on my life. My life is kind of monotonous right now and things just get to me easily nowadays, I've no idea why. Nope, definitely not undergoing menopause. Anyways, I cut away my nice wavy long hair and fringe 'cus I'm so bored of them even though they are nice. I've ugly hair now but oh well, I do need changes.

2010-05-23T22:41:00.001+08:00

Just drop by to show off my new shower cap. Hehehehehehehehehheehehhehehehehee.

2010-05-11T18:28:00.001+08:00

Friendship is cheap, mine worth 2 cent whore.

2010-05-08T11:48:00.003+08:00

I feel disgustingly ugly, period.

2010-04-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

A part of me wants an answer, but a part of me doesn’t want to know. A part of me wants to keep holding on, but a part of me wants to let you go. So I lie on the grass, staring up the sky; wondering what the hell is happening with my life.

2010-04-25T13:25:00.005+08:00

I got wasted, again. Once again, I am convinced that I have more of my Dad's DNA which explains why I'm exactly like him hahaha. The funny part was, both of us were drunk yesterday and I was sitting down in the toilet puking and he looked at me, " so late then reach home " when he doesn't even realise I was in an awkward position puking. Hahaha, Mom was telling my sis she wonder what we were thinking when we're drunk (The truth is, we don't think when we are drunk, we just say out what's on our mind) I love my family.
And so, I make a fool of myself last night and that totally make my sis's and bro's day. One thing I realised is that once I'm high or drunk, I will start to speak in english slang which I am absolutely clueless 'bout it haha. When my sis told me bout yst night, it's hilarious that both of us find me adorable, that is when I'm drunk ^^

This is another record of me being intoxicated. Cheers!

2010-04-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

10311.) You asked me if I had any gossip to tell you. I said no. Ask me again, I’ll say “Well, I’m in love with you, does that count?” - via blogsecret

2010-04-11T14:28:00.001+08:00

Ever since the night I got wasted at Zouk, I never step in there again. But yesterday was fun and Oh my, I really really really miss clubbing with Cynthia, my best clubbing khaki! ♥

2010-04-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

You are a secret that is worth lying for.

2010-04-07T14:07:00.003+08:00

Shifting 60 over barigades back to the store is seriously not funny. Under the motherfucking hot sun carrying heavy steel just blistered my hands, creating bruises on my shine and body aching. Well at least I exercised, quoting from my evil sister who shows no sympathy. Although this body of mine feel as though it is paralyzed in the morning, I am quite glad we shifted it 'cus not only time pass faster ( it took us 3.5hrs ), had fun with the colleagues there too. After which, I am asked to stay in the office to do some paper work for awhile, oh my I love paper work. Sitting down in the office, enjoying my heaven and earth green tea and the aircon, I'm easily contented nowadays. I am thinking whether I should apply to HR management and change my position in USS since Shaik is willing to help me to write a recommendation letter :/ But I will miss the people working at Festive Walk, ok CERTAIN people that is. HAIZ.
On a happier note, I am meeting all my crazy go gaga friends soon! Plan is, coming saturday with the King's card crazy clique ( MISS YOU ELRIN, WILL UPDATE YOU 'BOUT IT ) hahahaa. Next wed will be celebrating dog's b'day HAHAHA, no lah my forever love Chunhow's b'day and Saturday with TP clique, yayz. Lastly, I haven't see my bee for very long :( I miss euzxxxzx.

2010-03-30T22:58:00.003+08:00

Holy o mama, I can't believe I finished 1.5 pages of e journal within an hour, told you guys I am gifted in crapping nonsense. Work is pretty alright, I'm now bestie with Woan Yin already. She is fucking hilarious, capable of making me laugh non stop for 5 minutes, pro anot? She is damn funny I swear.
Happy Birthday Adeline and Justin! Fetched Justin from work, HAHAHAHAAHA ok lah, just waited for him at Suntec and went to have Fish n Co. Honestly? THE FOOD SUCKS BIG TIME but oh well, at least I don't have to peel the prawn myself? ^^ Treat him to movie and my first time watching 3D, eh don't laugh at me please. How to train a dragon was nice but please please don't say till I think it's kinda over-rated. After all, Avartar still own them? Hehe.
Eh you people ever try SHOCKWAKE? It's like you are still in the midst of awake and slping then suddenly you see your phone and you will feel like you being electrocuted and you jump up and goes shit shit shit shit shit. Try it people, an ever new experience. Not advisable to try it during exam though :D I'm amazed that I can wash up, bath, put on make up and stuff a piece of bread and reach interchange within 30mins. Zai not? ^^

2010-03-25T00:38:00.003+08:00

"Hi, you're finding the way to casino? Just go down the escalator and turn to your left. Have a nice day" I just need to repeat like a thousand time for the rest of the 94days then I'll be done for my internship. YAY. Optimistic much? I can't wait for pay day, I'm so gonna reward myself. *Pat my shoulder.

2010-03-18T23:24:00.005+08:00

I'm down with heatstroke, like W.T.F? But I'm happy she gave me 2 days off which is like a blessing to me. Standing under the hot sun for 8.5 hours is no joke okay, it's like a brain dead job. I'm just a walking directory if you must know what I'm working as. So, I'm counting down to the end of internship which I guess I have to endure 97 more days before it's officially over. I wish time fly like spaceships, no maybe something slightly faster, ray of light? Conclusion, FML!

2010-03-10T03:23:00.001+08:00

14886.) I have the freedom that I want. It's just the loneliness that's slowly killing me.

2010-03-06T14:22:00.004+08:00

Although it is just a two hour briefing for our internship, I still find the need to tell you, you and you how fucked up it is to wake up on a Saturday morning to go to school under the incorrigible weather. It makes me ponder and I realised that there is something I regret not doing and it is something I will regret for life which is the decision to not apply for an overseas internship. Now, I am green with envy for those who made it for the overseas internship esp Lucy, who is going to work for four seasons in some island I don't know where. Right there and then, I was wondering how nice if I was the one going over for a 6 months internship, alone and lonely but learning how to be independent. I know some will say opportunities like this is easy when we get older but with the support from school, we don't have to worry about dealing with Visa and accommodation. Moreover, I don't have anyone here I can't live without other than my family but there is always advanced technology like Skype. I know it will not be as easy as what I think it will turn out to be when I actually go overseas and take care of my own ass but the experiences and all, the pros definitely outweighs the cons. I know what are the chances of me being the chosen one but I regretted not making the effort to go for the interview, I mean hey at least I should give myself a chance to try to create an opportunity for myself.
Since it's over, this is just a note to self.
I think I have slightly changed my mind about my future. My goal is that either I work in a resort, rotating every few years at their overseas branches or I will experience the life of an air stewardess. I'm going to be year 3 in a month time, it is time to consider my future seriously. Deep down I have a feeling I can't get in for SIA Stewardess and that's when I go FML.

2010-03-04T01:12:00.002+08:00

It makes my heart ache badly whenever I see my dad return home with minor injuries. It motivates me even more to give them what they deserve at the end of the day.

2010-03-02T04:57:00.001+08:00

I am motivated. Watch and wait you people.

2010-02-28T21:11:00.004+08:00

If you are following my twitter, you would know that I went for a mini class gathering at Holland V and it was da bombz. I'm fascinated by that awesome place and I totally love the ambience, maybe it's the company. We are chilling out at Breko' drinking some beer and dare each other to do some fucking dare. Ohmy, it totally crack me up to see each other doing real disgusting and daring missions. Hahaha, can't wait for the next class mini outing but I got a feeling I won't be able to attend, hmm. Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself :)

Hey shawn, am loving your nose hole and your precious boogie

2010-02-23T02:13:00.003+08:00

This space over here is getting so dull and boring and that shows how lifeless I am right now. I'm kinda proud of myself to be so motivated and capable of finishing all the past year papers for accounting which is like THIS much alright, it's like doing 10 years series within 2days. I worked so hard not to aim for an A, I just want to maintain my B please.
Motivation/13 lecture of mice = -(903924329523). This is bad, real bad. I just want to increase my GPA, doesn't matter if it increase by 0.0001 or 1, just rise baby. Oh yeah, I feel extremely bad I couldn't send Honqi and Hongrun off because I'm at home trying my very best to solve the question and when I am heading over at 5, Yinquan told me they went off :( Hi babe, I know you read this boring space and I just wanna tell you I am waiting for you to be back in SG soon so that we can meet up, even though you're a pussy bitch to me but I like being abused by you so very much. Take care over there and help me say Hi to whichever Oppa you're dating, OPPS HAHAHAHAHA. I will go bother your mom once a while and say nasty things about you, don't worry!
Right, back to boring MICE. Oh pea brain, I can't take it if you carry on shrinking so please don't.

2010-02-18T18:04:00.003+08:00

HAHA.

2010-02-18T15:03:00.001+08:00

I want to cut my hair, I want a new slr/dslr camera I want to be motivated to study for my upcoming final exam, I want to play MJ, I want to quit whining.

2010-02-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

I became uglier :(

2010-02-13T01:20:00.003+08:00

I shouldn't expect anything, I shouldn't..

2010-02-11T00:35:00.002+08:00

I have the sudden urge to blog but my life too darn boring to the extend I have nothing to say, lol so pathetic. So, met up with the guys yesterday even though I'm god damn tired from culinary lesson. Usual routine at bugis, went to have a few rounds of pool followed by sheesha and beerrrrr burp. Anw, SSM is officially OVER that means no more 6am on Monday, no more walking at 100m/s, no more suffering of hunger from 6am-4pm meaning no more gastric, no more alien looking animals with red boomz lipsticks that screams YAHOOOOOO. Now that everything is over, time to concentrate on my end of year exams after CNY. I'm so disappointed that I didn't get in Changi Airport, that means I must face the devilish hotter than my 37.9 Megan fox face sun during internship at Resorts World! Nevermind, it will be fun since a number of LRMs got in too, optimistic siol me likeeee.
I was and still am a heartless bitchh. I hate it when my heart takes over my mind, I wasn't like this..

2010-02-07T21:48:00.000+08:00

I love my bros even though they always cb me ♥

2010-02-04T15:07:00.003+08:00

Met up with Sweetheart and Chel for lunch today and an hour is not enough! Same goes to Runting, miss them. The sun is hotter than my 37.9 degree Megan Fox face!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-04T00:15:00.003+08:00

Eh hello my heart, you should never assume. It just brings you down down down down down..

2010-01-29T11:50:00.002+08:00

2010-01-29T00:31:00.003+08:00

I'll be more than willing to help you light up your cigg dude.

2010-01-27T23:40:00.004+08:00

Today, I manage to accomplish one of my resolution for 2010 which is to cleanse my teeth and no doubt, it's sparkling white and clean now! My Mom commented that I've been spending way too much time with the boys that I'm neglecting my opportunity to meet new guys, fuck my life because it's true in a way. K, I shall get a life soon lolol.

Pick up a new language
Go overseas
Get a driving license

3 main piority to look forward to for the year 2010! Cheers.

2010-01-24T14:09:00.008+08:00

In a nutshell, my life revolve around school and my brothers. Isn't here dull and boring without picture of my face?

2010-01-20T22:25:00.001+08:00

It’s such a beautiful thing to be trusted and to trust and to love and to be loved.

2010-01-17T16:18:00.003+08:00

I want to stay tipsy and high forever. Why do I have to be sober?

2010-01-12T22:18:00.003+08:00

Don’t miss out on what’s happening right now just because you're waiting for something better to come along. You can't live in the future.

I'm constantly reminding myself.

2010-01-11T01:24:00.004+08:00

I gave up on my prof test tmr, I'm not going to spend my time memorising stuff that is useless and unhealthy for my brain. Spend quality time with my bros last weekend, had fun playing mahjong and chitchat till I fell asleep on my couch. Hit the club with them and damn, all the while I'm sandwiched in between ch and Jackie, fucking crowded. Ahnehneh just send chills down my spine for fucking grace, tsk just disgust me.

2010-01-08T21:41:00.004+08:00

My Mom is mad cute. We're having our usual chitchats in the kitchen then out of the blue we started playing with the webcam and she tried all the impossible ways to make her face sharper when placed next to mine. Seriously LMAO! She forced me to delete the picture above and I did but little did she know, I CAN RESTORE IT BACK FROM THE BIN! \m/

Had my first interviews for today and well I think I'd a slim chance in getting in either of it but argh what ever it is, at the end of the day, the lectures will by hook or by crook get us an internship anyways. I have 5 plasters playing do re mi with my toes, freaking painful. Screw you heels, you look lovely on the outside but you're a fucking slut deep down, again, screw you!

2010-01-05T02:01:00.004+08:00

This is so damn cute and hilarious.

I love it when people write me little cards and notes, never fail to give me a warm fuzzy feeling.

2010-01-03T23:37:00.005+08:00

I screwed up my body clock during the wkends, slept at 5am and wake up at 5pm. Wine service test tmr and Interview on Friday, I'm so nervous just like when I hit da club ^^ HAHAHAHAHA. Jing is coming back on Wednesday, bring some sexy fred perry back babyyeeee but I doubt he will :( No fred pery no love no baby. Tmr class at 8am, sigh better go be a dog and iron my uniform now.
SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS, make me wanna drink shots nial ccb.

Bros befo' hoes

2010-01-02T02:23:00.008+08:00

2009 was neither a fucking awesome year nor a disastrous one for me. I’ve learned that I am capable of getting through the bad times and keep looking out for better ones, as long as I have people who love me to stand by me. Okay, I'm going to be abit of an emotional dick over here. Deep down in the bottom of my black heart, the best damn thing that ever ever ever happen to me was that I met my bros. Ever since we got together, there wasn't a moment where laughter and fun wasn't in place. I'm pretty amazed at how they became so dear to me that they are now part of my life whom I can't live without, just like my family. I don't think they will ever read this but I just wanna tell y'all how glad I am that we still stay strong so let's rock 2010 together like how we rock the '09s! Cheers.

2009-12-14T01:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LIM BBEI! I'm really happy for you to see that you're absolutely contented and blissfully happy in life. Its so hard to maintain a friendship for years and I'm fortunate enough to find you! Not to forget sweetheart and chel! <3 <3

2009-12-11T01:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! Had a picnic at esplanade rooftop and it was awesome! Applied topshop member card for her and I knew she'll like it hahaaha! Went jamming in the night and my whole arm fucking sore now but I still love playing drum. A very very very nice way to vent all your emotions, me likeeeeeeeeeee it a thousand time!!

I would very much like to bake this for you but I don't think you wanna face the consequences of having to run to the loo every 10mins hahaha! But still, IT'S THE FKING THOUGHT THAT COUNTS MY DEAR <3

2009-12-08T15:04:00.005+08:00

I am aching from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet but I don't regret.
Alright, exams are officially over and I've my schedule packed till friday! Just ended the call with Yinquan and I MISS HIM SO MUCH!

2009-12-07T16:07:00.002+08:00

Isn't this gorgeous? I would like this one thousand times.

2009-12-07T14:38:00.000+08:00

Boy, you're testing my ego.

2009-12-06T23:24:00.004+08:00

Nizzeeeee, I have uncountable bruises and cuts on my body now. It is like I've undergo the whole movie The Hangover, seriously. I totally got wasted and blanked out and I have to bother my cousin, HER bf and his friends :( So sorry for causing trouble, bruises and aching, thankyou leh muackz muackz HAHAHAHA. I've no recollection at all and I have to get all the details from my cousin, it is damn funny and equally dangerous too. Lol, I think I've satisfy my curiosity of "What will I do when I'm wasted" This shall be the one and only unforgettable night. And I would like to thank my sweet sister for waking up at 5 to take care of me :)

2009-12-01T20:01:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings, I screwed up my mask but I don't really care anymore. SSM and Culinary are over and what's left behind are muesuem review tmr and all the nbccb tests. I seriously can't wait for the holidays. Don't make me become an addict of you, please don't!

2009-12-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

I AM SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF FOR SCREWING UP THE MASK. GRR.

2009-11-29T00:26:00.003+08:00

I've not started on my art review, mask, mask layout, peer evaluation. On top of that, exams are coming and I have not revise any of it, worst is that I only attended MICE for 3 times max. To add on the shit, SSM AND CULINARY ON MONDAY AND TUESDAY. Non check.

2009-11-26T00:45:00.006+08:00

Hopefully I can do this for my U-art mask, gorgeous.

Mankinds are all selfish souls I'l say. It's okay, I strongly believe that all the unhappiness comes from our inability to be alone, to be independent. Care less and think for myself more, I'm playing by your rules, sweet things.

2009-11-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

Can you believe it? I've got a pimple on my eyelid and that explains the ugly hump and I'm down with bad flu, backache and sorethroat. FML
Anyway, met up with Sweetheart, Chel and Bbei yst to give Sweetheart a b'day surprise! Although we did quite a bad job at it but still, hope you enjoy the company :)

2009-11-22T23:35:00.001+08:00

I'M IN A PANIC STATE NOW, HYPERVENTILATING! TMR'S MONDAY, DOOM DAY. MAY HELL STAY LOCK AND SEAL. *CROSS MY FINGERS.

2009-11-22T01:40:00.004+08:00

I guess I am being a pretty stuckup chick at work today and in fact, I'm having a good time doing that haha. The spoiler of the night was that I didn't get to see my redbull, are we playing hide n seek my dear? I'm so god damn tired but I have to finish my Culinary assignment if not I can't meet Jing tmr to do art review and I can forget 'bout having sakae with my Mom. I.seriously.can't.wait.for.the.god.damn.fucking.pathetic.2.weeks.holiday.

2009-11-18T15:36:00.003+08:00

Today is Wednesday and I'm totally worn out. Waking up at 6am and work my ass off till 4 in the noon is a no-no joke even though it's just for Monday and Tuesday. Another 8 more weeks to go, I reckon it will be a good service training for us even though it's such a muthafucka exhausting procedure (Y) Add on to all the shit, group projects, individual projects, art work and reviews are all piling up. You'll survive through all these shit won't yah weilin? YESSSSSSSAAAAAA.

2009-11-14T03:13:00.000+08:00

I'm super tired and I forced myself to stay awake just to complete SSM quiz and I got 30 out of 45. NB FML!!!!

2009-11-13T01:21:00.003+08:00

No. 1 Sweetheart ♥

2009-11-08T20:23:00.004+08:00

Went Rebel/Zirca with the same co. Although it's not one hell of a night but I had fun. I LOVE MY CLIQUE, I LOVE MY BROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

2009-11-07T10:29:00.006+08:00

I'm seriously going to quit drinking hard liquor. Maybe I'll be sweet and drink juices instead! Sigh wouldn't it be nice if someone make a sumptuous breakfast for you in the morning, unconditionally? Best if it a heart-shaped sunny up and french toasts with a glass of HL milk.

2009-11-04T22:29:00.004+08:00

Boy: Why are you single or still single?
Girl: Just because I can.

2009-10-30T15:46:00.003+08:00

I'm going to take a break after a tough week. Star cruise with cyn, sissy and joycelyn my new best friend lmao. Bye peeps, enjoy halloween!

2009-10-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

I hope y'all do know that deep down I do love y'all very much. Even though we rarely meet up and don't contact each other for weeks but still, there's always a spark that are able to connect our souls together whenever we met up. I kept ALL the letters that I'd received from y'all over the years like way back in 2005, be it christmas or valentine or my b'day, I never fail to receive cute lil cards from y'all. Did I ever tell y'all that you are the ones that makes me fall in love with reading cards from others. It always give me a fuzzy wezzy feelings. 4 more years to go and we're marking a 10yrs friendship, that is OH MY GOD hahaha. I know I'm not being the best supportive friends to you three but am really really grateful for all the things y'all did for me. Last but not least, I REALLY DO MISS SKIPPING CLASSES WITH Y'ALL, MUNCHING HOTDOG BREAD INSIDE TOILET DURING RECESS AND HOW WE GOT SCOLDED BY DM AND STILL LAUGHED OUR ASS OFF. (remember the teacher with the wiggling toes?) HAHAHA.

Thanks for the surprise and the thought of y'all doing this is uber super sweet! Anyways, I nearly got an heart attack trying to blow all the candles!!!! Hahaha <3

2009-10-25T23:27:00.003+08:00

NIZZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Wasted hours of my life arguing with ch whether to get iPhone or HTC. Mutthaaafkkerrr

[b].[c=38]a[/c]fterlife[/b] says:
LOL
wlao
why rude?

Weilin. says:
becus u wont agree to buy a damn htc phone w me

[b].[c=38]a[/c]fterlife[/b] says:
damn you
slut
htc slut

Weilin. says:
iphone whore
oie, HTCC!!!!
JUST GIVE IN TO ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE

[b].[c=38]a[/c]fterlife[/b] says:
LOL
we've been arguein over these sluts for the past 2 hrs u know ?!

Weilin. says:
serious?
BUT YOU STILL WONT GIVE IN, WHY U SO PERSISTENT HUH
WHATS NOT GOOD ABOUT HTC HUH
HUH HUH HUH
muthafker

[b].[c=38]a[/c]fterlife[/b] says:
LOL
u BIIACTH
IPHONe!

Weilin. says:
ok. maybe u need to see my point of view
see ah, i'm starhub user
iphone is for singtel user
U GET THE FUCKING POINT ANOT

[b].[c=38]a[/c]fterlife[/b] says:
FUCKIN TERMINATE YOUR FREAKIN CONTRACT WILL YA ?

Weilin. says:
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK U

2009-10-25T02:44:00.004+08:00

2009-10-24T00:59:00.003+08:00

I kinda like today, pretty awesome. All we do was to lie on the bed together, discussing about random topics, laughing at some nonsensical stuffs, all the way till night.

2009-10-22T01:53:00.010+08:00

Whatup peeps! Finally I feel like posting something even though all the pictures are not with me yet but nevermind bout that. I love my sister b'day week even though I drank and slept at 7am everyday, awesome shitass for me haha. But on the other hand, I gained few kg out of that! Nb.
So, school started 3 days ago and damn, I'm able to feel the craziness in my new timetable schedule already. Waking up at 6am everyday isn't a joke, it's like WTF _!_? I reckon I need time to adjust for me to fit into this insane schedule, hope I'll be more discipline as time goes by, geez.

Well this is kind of random but hey, if you're feeling what I'm feeling then prolly this is dedicated to you.

Life is pretty awesome if you stop having a pessimistic outlook about it. You have all the reasons in the world to be sad and emotional at times but you have an another choice. Step back, think. In life, you'll come across so many people, ones that will stay by your side forever and ones that will love you as much as you do. However people do change, there will be ones that you have to deal with the heartbreak knowing that the person's love for you has gone and they're moving on with their own life. Despite of that, keep your head held high, don't let it get to you and make you fall apart because the moment you're dwelling on it, you might miss the best part which is a chance of being happy again. It's all about having faith in yourself. You, yourself own and control your life, why not live it like you're the most damn important thing on earth cus you're you. Deep down in the back of my mind, I’d rather have nothing than to know I settled for something I didn’t want and ended up hurting both parties, vice versa. <3

2009-10-16T01:24:00.003+08:00

Nothing beats being at your own comfortable home, my new kitchen is pretty awesome.
Anyways, I'm 18 tonight and thanks for all the wishes, really appreciated. I've alot to update but just let me gather all the photos first. I'm not excited at all for my bday celebration but let's see how it goes. Peace.

2009-10-06T02:40:00.002+08:00

Sweet stuff, don't waste your tears on someone who won't be there to wipe them away. You deserve to be happy w/o even trying, you deserve better. <3 cousin.

I had a crazy weekend and I shall update 'bout it when I'm back home with the pictures! Ciao.

PS: Said Hi to my chef just now, no doubt he is as cute as ever (Y) !!!!!!!

2009-10-02T14:27:00.003+08:00

2009-10-01T23:58:00.006+08:00

I saw the news, I'm worried about you. Another 15days to go. Takecare my friend, I miss you. I want oovoo with you Chunhow :(

2009-09-30T01:11:00.007+08:00

I spend my 6days with this 3 pretty ladies<3.

That's the cherry knot!

2009-09-24T01:50:00.004+08:00

I can feel my cheeks burning, pray that I won't run into my chef tmr PLEASSEEEEEEE. I miss all my friends, yes you yes you. Tell me yall miss me too :(

PS: I KNOW HOW TO TIE A CHERRY STEM USING MY TONGUE!

2009-09-21T01:04:00.004+08:00

My Dad is angry with my Mom becus she is worrying about him and my Mom is angry at my Dad becus of his pessimistic thoughts. My Dad is suffering from difficulty breathing and my Mom demand him to do a full body check up but my Dad insists that it is redundant and he is going to go for an operation (his pessimistic thought). They are like a pair of lovey dovey couple having an arguement becus they care too much for each other.
My Dad just gave me a goodnight kiss on my cheeks and I returned them. I really really really feel like crying when I did that because he whispered into my ear " Daddy will never collapse, never. I love you, goodnight " and he do his macho post haha. I love you Dad, dear God pls don't bring him away from me.